bintang belajar untuk terima kenyataan

at last,,

eyra perlahan-lahan belajar untuk terima kenyataan,,

untuk terima kenyataan bahawa

'aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu'

baginya..

'si dia' yang kau minati lebih bermakna

daripada........

sebuah persahabatan...

baginya..

'si dia' adalah segalanya..

eyra terima semua itu.............

eyra doakan kamu bahagia selamnya..

aku sayang kamu sukar untuk aku bicarakan.

tiada lagi engkau yang pernah berjanji untuk

setia berteman denganku,, ='(

*tangisan dalam ketawa,,

sedu sedan menjadi syair cinta,,

dulu kamu adalah kawan,

kemudian kamu adalah teman,

tapi kini kamu hanyalah kenangan.

FULLSTOP!! X)

hari ni bangun pagi pukul 7.30,,

sangat malas nak gy studio l.k tu,,

eyra pakai seluar jean hitam, t-shirt pink, tudung hitam, kasut pink,,

can you imagine???

haha,,

amer msg, aina msg, amal msg,,

layan sajalaa... x)

sampai skola tunggu amal,,

kat studio l.k cikgu ajar pkai komp,,

menyusahkan..

huuh,,

ayat cikgu yang eyra ta bole lupa,,

'kamu niy da la ta pandai duduk ngan orang yang sama ta pandai '

DUSH!!

aku ngan amal membara..

haha,, x)

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keluar studio kol 10 lebe then

eyra, amal ngan aina balik hostel amek buku tertinggal,,

sgt berat bawak buku2 tuh,,

erghh,,

*Perkara yang ta bile dilupakan hari niy.

time tgah makan kat food court J.J ada nenek yang tua

sangat tua makan sebelah kitorang

dye makan nasi putih ngan tauhu jew,,

eyra ngan amal rasa kesian sangat..

at 1st dye ta de air then eyra soh amal gy beli air tp ta lme pas tu

kkk situ tu bg dye air,,

amal geram jew,,

if eyra nie ada kekuatan eyra nak jew bawak balik nenek tua tu..

tp.............

itu sebaliknya.

time naik tangga nak pergi LRT plak

ada sorang lelaki niy minx sedekah......

sgt kesian,,

kaki dia ta sempurna,,

eyra nak bagi sedekah tp ta cukup duet pulak,,

hihi,,

niat terkubur,,

minta maaf abang..(-_-)

tanx dik for the tagged

* upload gambar yang anda gemari dan jawab soalan di bawah;

Kenapa anda suke gamba ini ?

*the only pichah yg sangat eyra sayang

Bila kali terakhir makan pizza ?

*last year on my sister's birthday

Lagu terakhir anda dengar ?

- mawaddah_terima kasih tuhan

Apa yg sedang anda buat selain dari tag ini ?

- myspace; update blog && YM

Selain nama sendiri, anda suke dipanggil dengan nama ape ?

1)athira

2) eyra

3) adik

4) bintang

5) dear

Tag lagi 6 orang.

*soalan seterusnya ade kaitan dengan orang yg anda tag!

*c's putri; shikin,; amal; chaa~; ct; nadia

ape no.1 pada anda ?

- she's my BESTFRIEND.

No. 3 ade hubungan dengan sape ?

- with her 'PUTERA IDAMAN', hahha ;))

Kate sesuatu berkenaan no.5.

- she's my junior.

Bagaimana dengan no. 4 ?

- i'll never forget about him . x)

Siapa org no. 2 ?

- she's my 'adik' ++ my 'bestfriend'.

Bagi pesanan kepada org no. 6.

- just chill, ok? ;))

from my adik punya blog la

1. A Bitch?
-NO, i am NOT a bitch. ;))
2. Are you tall?
-hahha. i think so.
3. In your pajamas?
-the very last time i wore pyjamas is when i was in form two.
4. Left handed?
- no, no.
LAST:
1. Friend you saw:
- ila and hana.
2. Talked to on the phone:
-my daddy.
3. Person to text you:
- someone.
4. Was today better than yesterday:
-not so.
FAVORITE:
1. Number:
- 09.
2. Color:
-of course YELLOW.
3. Food:
- a lot.
4. Place:
- MANCHESTER UNITED. ;)

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
- hari nie balik!! yeay.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
- yes, yes, and yes.
Q: What's the last movie you watched in cinemas?
- cant remember.
Q: Where is the last mall you went?
- KLCC.
Q: Do you smile often?:
- yes && sometimes.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- YES.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
- depends.
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
- on my bed (DORM 1 PARAS 4).
Q: Why did you sleep there?
- then, where else should i sleep ?
Q: When was the last time you cried?
- last night.
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
- alamak report chemist ta siap lagi!!.
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
- zero.
Q: What do you hear right now?
- sayang, by ajai ft marsha.
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
- maybe yes maybe no.
Q: What's your favorite month?
- april && sept.
Q: How many kids do you want/have?
- four.
TEN EMOTIONS
1. Are you missing someone right now?:
- probably yes.
2. Are you happy?:
- no, no, and no.
3. Are you sad?:
- yes, yes, and yes.
4. Are you bored?:
- nope.
5. Are you excited?:
- excited for what ?
6. Are you nervous?:
- nothing to be nervous of.
7. Are you single?:
- of course.
8. Are you tired?:
- quit.
9. Are your parents still married?:
- OF COURSE
10. Do you have a crush on someone right now?:
- no comment.

bintang kembali pulang

atlast..

i'm back..

haha.. eyra hepi sangat2..

tepat jam 1.30 saya sudah sampai rumah.

td ada sambutan hari guru..

happening gler ta bole blah..

cikgu2 smk sbs mmg sporting

dats why saya sayang cikgu.

TERIMA KASIH CIKGU UNTUK SEGALANYA!!

sampai je ostel td tros bwk kuar beg2 sbb kjp lg ayah sampai.

malu nak bwak kuar 'dolphin' yg besa tuh.

haha.

sampai umah trosz tolong ayah jaga kedai.

urm..

bermulalah percutian eyra.

sama ada percutian ini

happy or tak,, juz wait && see.. oke!

SAHABAT!!

ENJOY UR HOLIDAY OKE!!

disebalik gelak ketawa tersirat kesedihan

.i'm miss HYPOcrytes.

. sometimes we need to be HYPOcrytes.

*act tyme niy saya sangat sakit hati tapi saya tetap ketawa berusaha menyorokkan kesedihan

.i'm totally hate pretender.

*peeps. sometimes i'm such a useless person. peeps never understand me.

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku.Mengagumi tanpa di cintai.Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia.Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu.
Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu.Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku.Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku.
Ku ingin kau tahu.Diriku di sini menanti dirimu.Meski ku tungguHingga ujung waktuku.
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya.Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja.Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya.Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja.

SORRY FOR EVERYTHING DARL

Dear darl,
sori 4 every single things i've done towards you.
you're such a very good boy and friends to me.
just forget for what i've done.
just think dat i've never said anything to you.
i'm probably such a useless girl.

sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

i'm a useless girl ++ loveless girl.
i'm lost and i'm such a fuckin' girl to everyone.
sorry for everything!

from, useless girl

Malam ini, ku sendiri,
tak ada yang, menemani,
seperti malam-malam,yang sudah, sudah
Hati ini, selalu sepi,
tak ada yang, menghiasi,
seperti kasih ini,
yang selalu, pupus
Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
sahabat yang, baik hati,
yang menyanyangi aku,
apa adanya
Mawar ini, semakin layu,
tak ada yang, memiliki,
seperti, aku ini,
semakin, pupus.

the tagged, from hashikin. ;))
Are you taken or single?
of course single ;))
Ever had your heart broken?
probably YES.
If yes, how bad did it hurt you?
like a broken glass.
Who was the last person you sent a text to?
nadzira my bestfriends forever.

Last person to text you?
keding. send me good morning. =D
Do you like funny people or serious people?
both. ;))
How would you describe yourself?
undescribable.
Who do you trust the most in your life?
nobody can be trusts 100%.
Ever been in love?
yess. ;))
Who has hurt you the most?rite now ?
darl

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
of course.
Are you happy?rite now ?
just now i'm really dissapointed with someone.
What is your favourite colour?
of course YELLOW.
How long does it take you to shower?
1 hour. ;))
Do you consider yourself as a private person?
yeahhh.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
calling.
Ever been told someone loved you?
yes, always.
Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
yes, and just to the one.
If you were about to be in a relationship with a man you love, how would you imagine the relationship is going to be?
i cant imagine anything. ;))
What if a guy dumps you for another girl?
i'm going to die. haha
What nickname would you like to be called by your boyfriend/future boyfriend?
hahha. ;)) it is one of my biggest secret. ;))
Do you believe in love at first sight?
probably yes.
Why?
because nobody know how heart works.
I tag :
putri

*bila mei pula muncul =)

1. Do you have secrets?

- a lot.

2. Would you fall in love with a guy/gurl younger than you?

- probably yess. ;))

3. What is your favourite animal?

- i do love dolphin.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

- secret, and keep it for my future.

5. Will you fall in love with your friend?

- i am starting to love someone younger than me =).

i am not interesting to be in love with someone i didnt know who he was.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

- being loved is great.

7. List your favourite movies

- story about LOVE and FRIENDS

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

-sangat kecewa ++ cemburu yang amat. grrr
*akhirnya aku undur diri demi dia dan kamu*

9. List 5 favorite TV shows

- no comment.

10. Do you have any regrets?

- a lot.

11. Would you be the person that you are if you were to be reborn?

- yes. but i wish to make some changes.

12. What do you want the most at the moment?

- i want him to be mine =)).

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?

- she's loving, kind ++ such a good friend to me. ;))

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

- single and rich ? x)

15. What is your favourite color?

- of course YELLOW; ngee.

16. Would you give all in for a relationship?

- NO.

17. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously,

which one would you choose?

- the one who loves me more. xD

18. Name the country you want to visit the most

- MANCHESTER UNITED .

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but never able to.

- be with my darl.

- get straight A's without study hard.

- to have no homework.

20. People I want to tag

- c's putri

- ct khatijah

- amal

- nadia m