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grr,, i swear, i'm very sad, angry& disappointed +++
i'm totally hate all of you . I HATE YOU ..
i''m totally hate you damm much ! i'm really jealous ..
i'm jealous that you && her && when i'm jealous ,,
i tried so hard to forget you ,,
i dont want to stay here in this hostel ,,
i wont see his face anymore .
i can't cry ,,
i won't let my tears drop juz because of you !

" i love you , its hard for me to hate you !
i want you ,, i really need you ,,
please understand my feeling towards you ,,
i'm really jealous !
i don't want to see that you're together with her ,,
YES . i'm obviously crazy with you "

-pedih, menyaksikan dikau && dia ,, pilu air mata
kasih mengalir di pipi ,, hampa impianku luka
berdarah .. Mana harusku bawa hati yang kecewa ..
Tak sanggup kehilanganmu-

pst: i won't stay in the hostel .
i'm going to die .. x(